Meandering on the Way

Once the great purge was complete, my fiction collection was reduced to just twenty-seven novels. Three of the twenty-seven are by Haruki Murakami. Why this disproportionate number of books by one author?*  Do I just happen to be crazy about Murakami? Well, kind of, but it’s also that in the latter stages of my reading career I have become more and more focused on foreign language novels. The peoples of the world are all so different and yet all so much the same, a lesson that must be learned and relearned. It is because of this that in the final six chapters of the After the Purge project, I will be discussing only one Anglo writer–and that one a cultural outlier in his way. 

So what about Haruki Murakami? The great thing that strikes me is that his work is so absorbing, so difficult to put down, and at the same time so much of it is so quotidian, so unspecial. Murakami is one of the least poetical authors I know. The events that take place in the lives of his characters and the emotions that they feel are not really narrated in the manner of most novels. Rather, they are carefully and analytically described, as if each sentence had been prepared as part of an official report. Why is this not boring? It’s true that some interesting and extraordinary events occur in Harukami’s books, including magical ones, but even these are usually described in a spare, dry style. You could easily say that much of Murakami’s writing is–to use his word–colorless. So why is it that his books so quickly and thoroughly draw us in? Well, for one thing, the writing is often really funny. But that’s only a part of it.

Let’s look first at Norwegian Wood, the novel that made Murakami famous. Before NW, Murakami had published several earlier novels and had enjoyed moderate success. His 1985 book, Hard-Boiled Wonderland and the End of the World, had been a magical fantasy. Appearing in 1987, Norwegian Wood was much simpler, at least superficially, with no magical elements at all. It was something of a nostalgia piece, whose main characters were all college age students back in the sixties, twenty years prior to the year the novel was published. It was partly a portrait of that era and in it Murakami critiqued both sides of the classic sixties divide, that between student revolutionaries on the one hand and amoral careerist climbers on the other. But that wasn’t all. It was really about young love, idealistic and uncompromising. And it had sex in it. There wasn’t too much of it and it was more reported than narrated, but that was surely one reason that the book sold ten million copies in Japan plus two or three million more copies world-wide. And speaking of sales, the website Ranker.com (as retrieved on 7/11/18), lists Norwegian Wood as the 76th highest selling novel of all time. (Reaching for a grain of salt here? You wonder about their methodology? Never mind.) Wikipedia reports that world-wide sales of Norwegian Wood totaled about 12.6 million. For what it’s worth, that’s at least two million more copies than The Cat in the Hat, The Joy of Sex, or A Brief History of Time; but it is also roughly thirty-five million fewer copies than such true classics as The Bridges of Madison County, Anne of Green Gables, or The Hite Report. In any case, it is, as I have confirmed on rereading, a classic and sadly beautiful story in the coming of age tradition. 

Published twenty-five years after Norwegian Wood, Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki and His Years of Pilgrimage is another Murakami book that doesn’t depend much on magical elements. It recycles the themes of youth remembered, but it is more focused on a single mysterious event, something that the title character has never understood and which he strives to come to terms with many years later. This book is distilled Murakami: no magic, no sex, very few cultural signifiers from either the past or the present, and no final answer to the central question. It is a quest novel consisting of some not particularly dramatic events and some potentially important conversations that don’t always seem to move things along very much. But there are waves beneath the surface, events that are neither explicit nor explainable, currents powerful enough to move the reader as well. (The word that can be spoken, says the Tao, is not the true word.) Like other Murakami protagonists, Tsukuru is indeed rather colorless in some ways, but not so colorless as he thinks he is. He has the reader’s sympathy immediately and constantly; the fact that we care so much about him is mostly what keeps us turning the pages, unable to turn away. The novel’s finale is both undramatic and unforgettable.

Kafka on the Shore is also a quest novel, but this is Murakami vivid and unbound, and I have to say that it is my favorite novel of the three. It has a younger but also quite sympathetic hero. The plot is picaresque, a fundamentally magical journey to escape an Oedipal curse; it rocks, rolls and rambles. The characters range from unusual to bizarre. There are a host of political and cultural references as well as several talking cats. It also features a Mazda Miata MX-5, a car model with which this writer is quite familiar and that Murakami himself is said to have owned. 

Judging from my brief forays onto the Internet, Murakami is something of a divisive figure. Earlier, I wondered why his sort of writing wasn’t boring. Apparently, for some people, it is boring, as boring as all get out. Stultifying. Some call Murakami one of the most overrated novelists ever. Oh well. Count me on the other side of that divide.**

 

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*I have also kept three John Hawkes novels, but as I explain in my posting on Hawkes, that’s because two of them are really skinny (easy to keep and transport) and because they all have beautiful cover art. My Murakami books, on the other hand, are all fat and their covers are so-so.

**But though I did keep three Murakami novels, you may notice that  1Q84 was not among them.

 

In both these novels Louis de Bernières first creates a portrait of ordinary life in some sort of peaceful, out-of-the-way place. In Corelli’s Mandolin (1994) the place is a Greek island in the early days of World War 2. In Birds Without Wings (2004) it’s a village in southwestern Anatolia during World War 1 and its aftermath. In both places, we meet characters who immediately engage our sympathy. We see their struggles with issues large and small. From the older people we hear about past joys and sorrows. Their children live in a kind of eternal present. Young people slowly come of age and begin to find their way. The details are tender and beautiful and remind us how wonderful life can be. We see how the members of the community are connected to one another, how they squabble with each other one day and support each other the next. Political and social abstractions have little value to these people, while tolerance and mutual respect have numerous practical advantages. A cynic might ask how de Bernières knows all this stuff. He didn’t live there in those villages. Shush. Never mind. You need to enjoy the miracle. 

Especially you need to enjoy it because at some point de Bernières is going to change tack and tell you a about some other people, much more famous people, and what they were up to during those same years. These people are government leaders, actors on the geopolitical stage who are interested in conquest and control, people for whom political abstractions are extremely useful and for whom individual human lives matter very little. And then, inevitably, once we know a little about these people, de Bernières is going to tell what happens when the wars and the mass slaughters initiated by this  group begin to affect the lives of the first group, those innocent ones, the nice people that the reader has come to love. It won’t be pretty. In fact, it will be awful. For some, it will be as bad as life can possibly get. Good people will die for little or no reason in an variety of horrible ways; others will be twisted into monstrous shapes or simply go mad. Some will survive, but all will suffer and none remain unscathed. 

Sounds pretty depressing, eh? So why do I admire these two books so much? Because they are full of light. They are very funny and very romantic. That’s what keeps you reading and it’s also where all the light comes from. Plus you can learn some history from these books. You can learn about how a war that you’ve always known about had effects that you didn’t know about. And, amidst all this, you can learn about good and evil. That’s one thing that the light does; it makes it harder for evil to hide. It’s not that de Bernières provides some magic answer, an inspired way forward that will keep it all from happening again. No. But his stories can remind us what’s really behind the lies our leaders so often tell us, the fear, hatred, ego,  greed and pure bone-headed ignorance that are normally what it takes to get a war started. The light  can help us see understand where happiness and security really come from. 

Of the two books, Corelli’s Mandolin is more immediately accessible, with unique and memorable characters, some broad humor, and an underlying historical setting that will not be totally unknown to most readers. Birds Without Wings tells of a lessor known and even more fascinating cultural milieu. Its philosophy is more nuanced, its ironies more open-ended. But both of these are books in the great tradition of novels. They are about individual people in very particular places and yet they also tell a story about everything else; they tell us how to live.

This next book on my list of survivors is an oddity, a novel that wasn’t meant to be one. In the late 1940’s author Graham Greene and film-maker Carol Reed were looking for a new project. Their previous collaboration–The Fallen Idol, based on a Green short story–had been a great success. They wanted to follow up with another film and Greene had the germ of a story in mind. What was needed was to turn that idea into a screenplay. But as Greene explains in the preface, he did not want to finish creating his story in the “dull shorthand of a script.” He had to write it as a prose story first. Once the novel version was done, Greene and Reed reworked it into a script, making a number of changes in the process.

The film version of The Third Man is on many lists of the greatest movies of all time. To understand why, you need only read Roger Ebert’s 1996 review. Directed by Reed with cinematography by Robert Krasker, it stars Orson Welles, Joseph Cotten, Alida Valli and Trevor Howard. Music for the film was written and performed by zither musician Anton Karas. We have to credit Carol Reed for putting it all together, for insisting on shooting on location in postwar Vienna, for discovering Anton Karas playing in a beer hall and hiring him to create the sound track, for working with Krasker to create the expressionistic visuals, for allowing Welles to add one of the film’s best monologs, and for insisting on a less happy ending than the one Greene had proposed. But credit Greene for accepting and approving Reed’s ideas, and of course for the fact that his story, the one presented in the novel version, was where it all began.

My project here, as I stated long ago when I started it, is to write something about each of the twenty or so novels that remain to me after the great purge, the day when I reduced my personal library from thirty-two feet of shelf space to just over four feet. When it recently came time for me to write about this particular book, my first reaction was dismay. What had I kept this thing? What on earth would I have to say about it? I realized after a while that I hadn’t kept the book just for itself. Instead, I had kept it as a symbol or stand-in for a whole complex of associations and ideas. For one thing, since the novel and movie versions are inseparable, the novel will always call up the most memorable aspects of the film, and that includes the presence of Orson Welles, a towering figure whose performance in The Third Man is one of the best of his career.

More importantly, perhaps, is the moral vision of the novel, the kind of vision that is seen in many of Greene’s books. It starts with the awareness that some very bad things are going on in the world. Those who are aware of the evil are of three main types. First there are the perpetrators, who see their personal benefit as far more important than the damage and suffering that their actions cause. Second there are the innocents, who are sure that by having a clear understanding and getting to the bottom of things, the evil can be ended. Third, there are the world-weary, the not-so-innocent, those who have learned that only certain small evils can ever really be ended and that the illusion of clarity can so easily mask complicity. In The Third Man, the American hero starts off in the second group and is dragged, ever so reluctantly, into the third.

For me there are important ideas here about personal morality, about the American identity, and about the relation of the United States to the rest of the world. In the U.S. we still like to go on and on about how we won World War 2. People who really lose a war can sometimes learn something from it. They might, for example, learn to be more careful: that a combination of greed, irrational fear, massive ignorance and buoyant optimism is a recipe for toxicity and self-destruction. Winners, though, learn very little. They believe that their own greed, fear and ignorance are non-problems. They remain optimistic and on the lookout for easy answers.

Another Graham Greene novel, The Quiet American, very clearly prefigures the whole disastrous American adventure in Vietnam. It was published in 1955 and tells of a young American CIA operative in Vietnam in the 1950’s who believes that he understands just what that country needs. He is perhaps well-intentioned, but his actions lead only to the deaths of many innocent people and to his own. A Hollywood movie based on the book was released in 1958. Predictably, the young American in the film has no connection with the CIA and his actions are all heroic victories over evil communist forces. On the romantic side, he rescues a beautiful young Vietnamese woman from a sordid affair with an older man, and the two live happily ever after. The young American was played by Audie Murphy and the Vietnamese woman by Italian actress Giorgia Moll. Greene was angry about seeing his story turned upside down and called it “a complete travesty.” Fortunately for us all, another movie version, a very good one, was made in 2002. It stars Michael Caine, Brendan Fraser, and Do Thi Hai Yen.

One last piece of all this is that Graham Greene is very closely associated with another of my favorite authors. In the great family tree of literature, John le Carré is a direct descendent of Greene, starting from a very similar moral vision and taking it to new levels of complexity and ambiguity.

So there you have it. This is what Greene’s  rough draft for a seventy-year-old black and white movie means to me. It’s a good story that was made into a great film…and that resonates far beyond itself.

Marilynne Robinson grew up in Sandpoint, Idaho, on the shores of Lake Pend Oreille, which is French for Lake Hanging Ear. As place names go, Hanging Ear is pretty interesting, in a picturesque sort of way. It makes us think “There must be quite a story there!” The fictional locale of Housekeeping is also a smallish town next to a large lake. Robinson gives both lake and town the name of Fingerbone. Now there’s a place name for you–more evocative than Sandpoint, more complicated, more precise, and somehow even more intimate than Hanging Ear. The fictional name also entails a history, but what kind of history? Sure, there’s a story there, but are we sure we want to hear it?

Well, it is a wonderful story, superbly told. It is about two sisters, Ruth and Lucille, and how they come of age. Their mother, Helen, grew up in Fingerbone, but when she married she went to live in a large city, presumably Seattle. Ruth remembers a top floor city apartment from when she was young, and remembers too their downstairs neighbor, named Beatrice, who watched the girls while their mother worked at the cosmetics counter in a drugstore. The girls’ father was long gone and they have no memories of him. One day, when Ruth is seven and Lucille a year or two younger, their mother borrows a car and brings the girls back to their grandmother’s house in Fingerbone. She chooses to arrive at a time when she knows her mother will be at church. She settles the children on the porch with a box of graham crackers and leaves them there. So the girls live with their grandmother for a few years. Their grandfather is long gone, having died in a railroad accident many years before. When their grandmother also dies, the girls discover that she has arranged for her two maiden sisters-in-law to take over their care. The two old maids leave their tiny hotel room in Spokane and move into the old family house in Fingerbone.  But the situation is challenging for them and after a year or so they begin to speak fondly of their old lodgings and their old way of life. They decide  to return to Spokane, leaving the house and the two girls behind. To care for the girls, they manage to locate Sylvie, Helen’s younger sister. Sylvie had left Fingerbone long ago–not long after Helen–and had married a man named Fisher. Mr. Fisher was long gone by this point and Sylvie herself was heard from only infrequently. In the crisis, however, she is located and prevailed upon to return to Fingerbone, where she will move into her mother’s old house and care for her sister’s two girls, who by this time are entering their teens. As soon as she arrives, the maiden sisters-in-law make their escape.

In the course of their childhood, then, the girls are subject to four regimes of housekeeping: first their mother Helen assisted by their neighbor Beatrice, then their calm and practical grandmother, then the two old maids, and lastly their aunt Sylvie. The last regime is the heart of the book; the others, powerful as they are, just set the stage. I won’t try to describe Sylvie or reveal what happens during her time with the girls; let the book do that. But there is one thing that we come to see soon enough: Sylvie is not meant for housekeeping. Sylvie crystallizes everything that has gone before, all the previous regimes, all the characters of all the other women, the whole meaning of transience and stasis. Let’s not keep house at all, she says, let’s do something else.

You wouldn’t know it from what I’ve just described, but part of the genius of Housekeeping is that it brims with humor. The humor is not always obvious and there is never a moment when you feel like Robinson is trying to tell a funny story. On the contrary, it is an aching and poignant story. But the feeling here is that sadness comes from imagining things as they could be or could have been, if only. It comes from our ego and our desires, our wish for the world be the way we wish it to be. But if you look at the world without desire and see it the way it is, it’s pretty funny. As Elizabeth Jane Howard says, “Robinson’s humor is of the kind that makes you smile from its truth.”

Inseparable from all this is the style and tone of Housekeeping.  Robinson’s language, says Walker Percy, is “as sharp and clear as light and air and water.” It is distilled and pure, as close to truth as words can come. There are a lot of novels around; this one is the real deal.

  

Dancing Bear is my last remaining detective novel. As such, it has the burden of representing all the other detective stories that I’ve loved over the years. That means people like Raymond Chandler, Ross Macdonald, John D. Macdonald, Robert B. Parker, Walter Mosley, Robert Crais and a bunch of others. Is James Crumley worthy of carrying this load? Well, let’s see.

Dashiel Hammet, Chandler and Ross Macdonald set the basic parameters of the genre. Their successors stay with the basic formula, but they all add some color, some new variation in setting and character. The color Crumley goes for, especially in Dancing Bear, owes something to Hunter S. Thompson. Classic tough guy detectives drink a fair amount, for example, but in terms of substances the 30’s, 40’s and 50’s were a different time. The hero of Dancing Bear, Milo Milodragovitch, has a serious alcohol problem that he tries to control by drinking peppermint schnapps, hoping that its awful taste will keep his intake down. This being the 80’s, however, alcohol is not the only drug with which Milo gets involved.

Which brings me to this example of the evolution of the detective hero. Here is Chandler’s character Philip Marlowe commenting on a potential client’s mansion at the start of Farewell My Lovely:

The house itself wasn’t much, it was smaller than Buckingham Palace, and probably had fewer windows than the Chrysler Building.

Near the beginning of Dancing Bear, Milo Milodragovitch also visits a client’s home:

The solarium was even larger than it looked from the street…sunlight flooded the huge room through three walls of French doors and two huge skylights; so much light so suddenly that I seemed not only blinded but deafened too…An array of Oriental throw rugs broke up some of the light as it reflected off the pale oak flooring, but most of sunlight glanced off the floor and plunged like tiny knives into my already bleary eyes. I had done either too much coke or too little, a constant problem in my life.

Like many a detective novel that came before, Dancing Bear begins when our hero is offered a detecting job by a wealthy client, a simple matter that promises a generous fee for a few days of easy work. Like other detectives before him, Milo is an ex-policeman whose was fired from the force; but unlike most of the detective heroes we have nowadays, he has had little success on his own. Milo is in fact working as a security guard, perhaps the lowest form of life in the detective novel world. All the more reason for him to accept this new job. His understanding boss allows him a leave of absence so he can go private for a few days. As it happens, Milo’s client hasn’t told him the whole story of the case, not even close. In fact, Milo probably should have been suspicious, should have known it wouldn’t be so easy. Other modern detectives might have asked more questions, might never have taken the job. Milo, though, is a sentimentalist and a sucker for a pretty face and figure. He is also a drunk; good judgment is not his strong suit.

The plot of Dancing Bear is hectic and a little confused, touching on toxic waste, poaching, drug smuggling and quite a bit more. It features numerous costume changes and lots of long distance driving in a succession of rented cars. But plots, per se, don’t matter all that much in noir detective stories. They’re just convenient racks upon which to hang the important stuff: the characters, the places, and the voice. And that’s exactly where Crumley shines. Dancing Bear is set mostly in Montana and centers on the fictional town of Meriwether, which seems likely to be modeled on Missoula. But, as I said, there’s a lot of traveling involved, from Elk City, Idaho to Butte, Montana to Seattle. And wherever we go, there is a tremendous authenticity of place in the novel, as there must be in any good detective story. And just as with Travis McGee’s south Florida, the place of this novel is the whole region. It’s wintertime up here in the north, dark and bitter cold, with lots of trees. Milo hasn’t had much success as defined by civilization; it is he, of course, who is the bear, uncomfortable and only half alive in the city. When Milo runs into trouble, he flees deep into the forest, where the bear is competent and powerful. Similarly, when Crumley runs into trouble resolving his plot, he simplifies things by taking the action to some cabin far away from town.

I can’t help comparing Dancing Bear to the classic British style mystery stories, the kind where the detective’s job is simply to find and reveal. In these stories some unknown person’s jagged passions have rent the fabric of polite society. Through this flaw, more atavism threatens to spill out. Fears arise and old wounds start to ache. Someone call the doctor! We need logic and classical intellect. The detective arrives and begins asking questions, all the while watching and thinking. Though it may be an arduous process, the investigator eventually determines the motive and identifies the guilty party, who is then removed. The fabric is repaired.

In Milo’s world, anyone who cares to look can see that the fabric of society is already tattered past repair. The central issues are not so much logical as existential. What was the crime exactly? How did I get in so deep so fast? How do I get out of this alive? Milo, too, asks questions and watches and thinks, but he is a romantic figure, not a classical one. Finding and revealing in themselves are useless. Trying to out-think the villains doesn’t help; desperate action is required, and even the best outcomes are ugly, the victories partial at best. The seeds of this are all in Chandler, as is the notion of the flawed hero, and to some extent these ideas figure into the noir styles of the other authors that I’ve mentioned. But Crumley goes the farthest. Other detective heroes are smarter and in various ways more successful–think Spencer, Travis McGee, or Easy Rawlins. Milo is flailing and confused. But let the bad guys of the world be warned; you should never wake up the bear.

The first John Fowles novel I ever read was also the first one he wrote: The Magus. It must have been in 1968 and I was still in high school. It made a big impression on me. It was both exotic and intellectual, plus it was a mystery, plus it had definite erotic elements! I was enthralled. My copy was hardbound, with a light green cover. I kept it for years, and re-read it at least once, possibly twice. It was still part of my 32 feet of books until just a short time ago, nestled next to The French Lieutenant’s Woman, The Ebony Tower, A Maggot, and Daniel Martin, all masterpieces. When it came time to purge, though, I had to let The Magus go. It seemed a limited book, a little young and a little silly. (And now of course I’m thinking: So what?)

Compared to The Magus, Daniel Martin is less exotic, less overtly mysterious, and quite a bit more adult. It is set in more familiar locations, mostly English, and it deals with issues of both youth and age. It concerns the choices we make and the experiences we have when we’re young and how we come to see those events in the light of years. And more importantly, it concerns the question of just what it is we should be doing now, now that we’ve had all that time to learn and reflect. I liked its ending, all the more because it comes only after a long and very satisfactory period of suspense about what that ending will be. It is about love, but it is about love among people who seriously care about their own values. In that sense, this moral theme makes me think of Riders of the Purple Sage. Both Daniel Martin and Riders are didactic novels that teach us to think seriously about who we are and to be as skeptical of our own rationalizations as we are of the ones we hear from others.

Nice as it is, I could have let Daniel Martin go and kept A Maggot. The former is a conventional novel, long and rambling, set in the present time, and populated with characters who think more or less the way we do and talk an awful lot about themselves and their feelings. Its suspense lies in the classic question: What’s going to happen to these two? Will they get together or not? Not so A Maggot, which is set in the winter of 1736-37 and whose most important characters speak very little and in one case not at all. It poses different questions: What really happened? What did these people intend? Can we ever know? Is it possible to transcend the ugly, violent prejudices that are so much a part of our world? By what magic do better things even survive? We learn from Fowles that the word maggot has two meanings. Besides referring to the insect that feeds on dying flesh, it was also once used to describe a whim or a fancy, perhaps an obsession. This being Fowles, all these meanings come into play.

I can’t say that any of the Fowles novels were life changing for me; none of them radically transformed my vision of the world. Yet I found them deeply satisfying. His characters are wonderful. I don’t feel personally very similar to his main actors and they don’t necessarily make me wish that I could be like them. But their actions and rationales are always meaningful and there is always much to question and much to admire. Daniel Martin, especially, acknowledges that life is complicated and that no matter how long we live we are always half blind. But there is a layer of decency and deep calm in the fabric of the narrative. It serves as reassurance. Our case may be hopeless, but never completely.

Besides all that, I love Fowles’ language. There is great subtlety and complexity, but the terms of engagement are always clear, the syntax smooth and approachable. You can choose almost any paragraph and marvel at its rhythm, the way it begins, builds and resolves, how it contributes to the whole. Great stuff.

 

I read The Sheltering Sky just a few years after I read Surfacing and it is another book that I strongly associate with a particular time and place. I was living in Tokyo and when I think back on my thoughts and emotions of that time, I understand them to be very much bound up with the people I knew there and with the intensities of the expatriate experience. Of all the books that remain on my shelf, The Sheltering Sky is the one that dives deepest into the matter of moving across the world and into an alien culture, something I have done several times across the years. In that way, it hits awfully close to home. My attachment to it has always been primarily emotional, and hence mostly wordless. Now that it’s time for me to try and write about it, it’s hard to begin.

Paul Bowles was born in New York in 1910. He was musically gifted and in his early life he composed music for a number of theatre and film productions in the United States, collaborating with well-known authors and artists of his time, including Tennessee Williams, Orson Welles, Lilian Hellman, William Saroyan, Merce Cunningham, Leonard Bernstein, and even Salvador Dali. In 1938 he married Jane Auer, who is better known now as Jane Bowles, the author of two eccentric novels, a number of short stories, and a play called In The Summerhouse. Both Paul and Jane developed intimate same sex relationships outside their marriage, but they remained very close up until Jane’s death in 1973.

Throughout his life Paul Bowles was a traveller. When he lived in the U.S. he travelled to Europe, Latin America and North Africa. In 1947 he moved to Tangier and made further explorations of North Africa, while at the same time working on The Sheltering Sky. In 1948 Jane joined him in Tangier and they remained mostly there for the rest of their lives. In the early 1950’s Paul spent some of his time on a tiny island just off the coast of what is now Sri Lanka, but Tangier remained his base. Here’s a Cecil Beaton photograph of Paul and Jane in Tangier in 1949, the year that The Sheltering Sky was published. She was 32; he was 39.

I’m not sure why I am going on in such detail about the lives of these two. It has something to do with how The Sheltering Sky works. I can’t help feeling that the experience of being with Jane contributed something very important to Paul’s writing of this particular novel, which most people think is his best. Also, there is the matter of authenticity. The locales are exotic, but Bowles has clearly been in them and the novel is very much grounded in the real world that he experienced, not in the kind of deliberately artificial worlds created by Nabokov or Hawkes. For Bowles the world that is here before us is something we can’t turn away from. We need to deal with it and we need clear awareness of it. Self-absorption and inattention are punished.

But I need to get more specific. Here’s a passage that I didn’t pay much attention to on the first reading, but that I now find quite wonderful.  It comes fairly early just as we’re getting to know the characters of Port and Kit. Port speaks:

“I know, you never like to talk seriously,” he said, ‘but it won’t hurt you to try for once.” She smiled scornfully, since she considered his vague generalities the most frivolous kind of chatter–a mere vehicle for his emotions. According to her, at such times there was no question of his meaning or not meaning what he said, because he did not really know what he was saying.

Later on, as Kit and Port are moving deeper into desert, they are also becoming more estranged. Kit worries about this:

After Tunner’s departure, she had vaguely expected a change in their relationship. The only difference his absence made was that now she could express herself clearly, without fear of seeming to be choosing sides. But rather than make any effort to ease whatever small tension might arise between them, she determined on the contrary to be intransigent about everything. It could come about now or later, that much-awaited reunion, but it must be all his doing. Because neither she nor Port had ever lived a life of any kind of regularity, they both had made the fatal error of coming hazily to regard time as non-existent. One year was like another year. Eventually everything would happen.

Kit and Port assume that physical safety and emotional security are always going to be there, requiring little effort to achieve or maintain. By ignoring such mundane responsibilities, Port can give all of his attention to his quest to experience an alien world, a quest which he only half understands and which Kit does not fully share. Kit, in fact, occasionally speaks of reversing course and making a move back toward civilization. But she takes no action in that direction. As we journey along with them, throughout the middle section of novel, we find ourselves watching them make several seemingly dubious decisions. “Hey kids,” we want to say to them, “Are you sure you really want to do that?”

Port clearly does want to do what he does. But why? What is he looking for? The question of what a traveller is looking for might seem to draw us forward toward the destination country. What is it about North Africa that Port longs for? But there’s another side to the question. We also need to look back. What was it that caused him to leave the place where he was? Port at one point calls the U.S. an impossible place to live and later says that Europe, since the war, is horrible. (Kit does not object to these judgements, but nor does she show great enthusiasm. We suspect that in her world she has learned not expect too much from a mere change of location.) We are not told what it is specifically that Port finds so horrible, only that he is looking for a way out by going farther away from the familiar and deeper into the alien. There is a paradox here. Port feels he is an alien in his own country and its culture. He addresses this lack of belonging by plunging into another part of the world, even more alien. Sometimes there is only a fine line separating “I really don’t want to be here” from “I really don’t want to be.” Here are a few words from relatively late in Port’s journey:

As he walked along the hot road toward the walls of Bou Noura he kept his head down, seeing nothing but the dust and thousands of small sharp stones. He did not look up because he knew how senseless the landscape would appear. It takes energy to invest life with meaning, and at present his energy was lacking.

Throughout the first three fourths of novel, Port dominates. We hear mostly his voice and he is the one who makes most of the decisions that carry the story forward. What makes this novel really memorable, however, is what happens when Port leaves the story. At that point Kit becomes the center around which everything revolves. She acts with a decisiveness she has never shown before, but she does not explain or justify her actions. To do so would be to become like Port, to engage in “the most frivolous kind of chatter.”

Our understanding of the story progresses partly by symbols, things like the steep iron stairway that descends the fortress wall and leads Port to the tents below, or like the time much later when Kit finds that her watch wasn’t where she left it. This last bit of business screams out danger, but there is no need to pay much attention; the danger was there from the start. The roads to safety were all considered and rejected for reasons of pride, confusion and a critical but obscure necessity. The question that remains is this: to what degree did these two travelers find exactly what they were looking for? Is it tragedy or triumph? They have both passed out of the place in which we can understand their experience, but what does that matter to either of them? The Sheltering Sky can be seen as a tragic story of bad decisions by unprepared travelers, but is it really that? Were the two of them–and especially Kit–truly unprepared? I do not think so.

I’ve been thinking that Blue Movie and Surfacing are about as different from one another as two novels can be, given that they were published at around the same time and in the same linguistic and cultural milieu. Blue Movie is straight ahead action with all the subtlety of a wrecking ball. The action is described in detail, the dialog is hilarious and direct, the meaning of it all is never in doubt, and the only time that really matters is the time right now. In the world of Surfacing, the action of the present is always being disrupted by the intrusion of memories and analysis of the past; the words of dialog are ambiguous and rarely sufficient; the meaning of it all is always in doubt. Southern gives us characters who are grossly insensitive; Atwood gives us a character who is sensitive to an awful lot, who perhaps sees far too much of the meaning of the world. As Atwood’s narrator says early on in the novel: “here everything echoes.”

Those three words come on page 47 of my copy, a four by seven inch Popular Library paperback from 1972, an interesting artifact. Across the top of the front cover the publisher’s blurb reads: “The most shattering novel a woman ever wrote–” The author’s name is in purple and the title is bright orangey red. A small, dark photo shows a man and woman stroking each other’s necks and about to touch lips. The man is slightly lower than the woman; he also fades more into the dark background.  Both appear to have their eyes closed. At the bottom of the cover is a quote from the New York Times: “Even better than The Bell Jar…Vivid and gripping!”

If you open the book, the first thing you see is a page whereon the publishers have excerpted two short paragraphs from the book, one of them the only overtly sexual passage in the novel and the other relating to childbirth. Next come two pages of critical praise. Only after these does the title page appear. On the back cover are more quotes from contemporary reviewers. Here’s a sampling of the review excerpts. From the Cleveland Plain Dealer: “Shatteringly effective…deeply moving and original.”  From the Denver Post: “A woman’s novel equal to James Dickey’s Deliverance.” From the Boston Globe: “The author has created in her heroine a person for survival; a new breed of woman, ‘a new kind of centerfold’.”

Clearly a number of critics really liked Surfacing. Just as clearly, the contemporary cultural current really wanted to foreground the fact that the author was a woman. The publisher is the least subtle: “The most shattering novel a woman ever wrote.” (Nowhere in my research have I come across anyone describing Blue Movie as “The dirtiest and funniest novel a man ever wrote.”) The NYT is a little more subtle. The phrase “Even better than The Bell Jar” is just about perfect, praise that seems sincere but also educated, praise that places Atwood’s novel firmly in its niche. Some of the other reviewers seem to have been struggling a bit. In regard to the Denver Post, does the phrase “a woman’s novel” actually mean? And why compare Surfacing to Deliverance? Because they both have canoes? And that Boston Globe reviewer! The tagline I quoted above is very close to gibberish. But it gets its message across anyway, doesn’t it? It manages to suggest that what is important here the revelatory quality, a woman character who tells us what she really thinks about men and possibly even about having sex with them. The reference to “a new kind of centerfold” is flat out bizarre, but it hints at a chance to look at the forbidden, the monster we don’t talk about, a being who would rather survive as herself than sacrifice herself to please others. Wild times, those 70’s.

Anyway, as far as those critics’ blurbs go, I’m happiest with Cleveland. Surfacing is “effective” and “deeply moving” for sure. When Atwood shows us how the narrator’s deepest structural foundations begin to fall away, I could feel mine slipping too. It’s scary. We’re running parallel to part of Pynchon’s universe here; and we’re falling through the membrane. And when it comes to watching the membrane tear, Atwood is way more convincing.

Her later novels are better known than Surfacing and they are wonderful stories, deep and strong; but for me Surfacing is special. I was young when I first read it, twenty-six or twenty-seven. I will always associate it with my life at that time and with the woman who first told me about it. I might even say that this novel changed my life, that I learned something from it–not very much, I’m afraid, not as much as I should have learned, but a little. And for that little I must be grateful.

Much as I admire Pynchon, I have to say that I am really enjoying the sensation of leaving him behind and drifting into the world of Terry Southern. Not that Southern’s world is completely different from Pynchon’s, but it is a lot simpler and easier to deal with. On the first page of Blue Movie we are at a Hollywood party where a producer named Sid Krassman is telling a joke about a frustrated starlet. The punchline has the starlet asking desperately “Who do I have to fuck to get off this picture?” Pynchon could almost have created this scene. But Pynchon would have sandwiched it between a couple of far more abstruse passages and somehow given the whole package a mysterious depth as if the joke were being told atop a thin and fragile membrane above a bottomless cauldron of darkness and mystery. If you’d rather skip that part, you need Terry Southern.

Southern was a novelist, screenwriter, occasional teacher, and habitual methamphetamine user whose work wove in and out of a long list of 60’s and 70’s cultural phenomena. He worked on Easy Rider, Dr. Strangelove, Barbarella, Casino Royale, The Cincinnati Kid, and other films. He was a long-time friend of Peter Sellars and is said to have collaborated with Sellers on much of the dialog that Sellers added to the Pink Panther films. He wrote novels, short fiction and magazine articles and Tom Wolfe credits him for having invented new journalism with his 1962 Esquire article “Twirling at Ole Miss.” He even worked for a while for Saturday Night Live–though not during its best years or his.

Terry Southern may be remembered more for his screenwriting than for his fiction, but Blue Movie has always been a sentimental favorite of mine. The story begins when a very successful and jaded Hollywood director gets the idea of making the ultimate high-class porn movie–with well-known actors, highest quality production values, and no limits on what could be shown. Somewhat to his surprise, a producer–the aforementioned Sid Krassman–finds a way to arrange some major financing for the project. What follows is often funny but seldom very subtle. The characters are depthless caricatures bordering on stereotypes. Some of the explicit sex scenes are charming in their way but some others just go on and on in obsessive detail. (I can’t help speculating that meth use might account for some of that.) The result is a book that is embarrassing even to own. I probably got rid of my first copy partly for that reason.

Why then, when I saw it in Powell’s in the late 90’s, did I buy another one? And why is it still with me, having survived the great purge? I don’t know. Possibly because Southern is brilliantly hilarious in short bursts and, overall, the satire is so unflinching and so accurate. And in fact, Blue Movie only seems to be about sex. It’s more about depicting Hollywood culture, which Southern sees as an amalgam of sexism, racism, vulgarity, venality, and monstrous ego. When it was published in 1970, it seems that few of us were really listening. As a broader culture, did we think Southern was just kidding? Did we not want to know or did we not really care? Probably all three played a part. When I bought a new edition of Blue Movie at Powell’s in the 90’s, it was as if its message had been completely forgotten. Beginning with a dedication to “the great Stanley K.” and featuring an opening quote from T. S. Eliot, it was a 70’s curiosity that came with a garish new 90’s cover, and it was published by Grove Press, which was itself a famous name long past its glory days. A sentimental choice indeed.

So what about these days? Well, Southern’s novels are hardly well known, but in the last few years, the racist and sexist aspects of Hollywood have certainly got some widespread attention. So that’s a kind of vindication for him. As for venality, vulgarity and ego, those may hang on a little longer; they’re generally doing well in many parts of the country. Which reminds me that whatever you think of Donald Trump, one thing is certain. If he were a character in a Terry Southern novel, he’d fit right in.

The first Pynchon book that I read was V.  I still remember how enthralled I was with its exotic locations and explosion of ideas. What a wonderful book it was for a young man who was just starting to explore the world! I quickly sought out The Crying of Lot 49 and then Gravity’s Rainbow. A few years later I read all three of those again. Then Vineland. Then Mason & Dixon. Then Inherent Vice. Then Mason & Dixon again.

That’s a lot of Pynchon work, and as you may know, Pynchon work is hard. The novels are usually long and there are dozens of characters. The language is densely imagistic. The characters and their experiences are exotic; the stories are intense, filled with foreboding, danger and suspense. And though each story has conflict and narrative drive, the novel jumps from one semi self-contained episode to the next. Once one scene ends, the novel shifts to another, one with a different focus, set in a different time and place, possibly with a wildly different tone. They all seem to be related–very much so–but the relations are unclear and shifting. It’s hard to keep track.

But that’s because there is no track, or rather, there is and there isn’t. When a new episode begins, introducing an almost entirely new character with a new set of problems beginning in a time six years before the episode you just finished, it can be frustrating. You might ask “Why do I have to wade though this? What about my favorite character? What about the main story?” For example, at around page 400 of Gravity’s Rainbow Pynchon begins a 40-page section about a character named Franz Pokler, someone the reader hasn’t really met before and perhaps won’t ever see much of again. So, I’m thinking, “Oh god, here’s yet another digression. It’s like Lucy pulling the football away from Charlie Brown. I can’t stand it.” But the thing is, if you push ahead, you find out that Franz Pokler’s story is fascinating. Is it connected to other parts of the novel? Yes, but does that connection constitute it’s real importance? Not for Franz. For Franz, his story matters most. At this point in the novel, at this moment of reading, it becomes that way for the reader as well.

And as if the density and the discontinuity weren‘t enough, Pynchon occasionally interjects passages of closely described natural scenes that evoke strong emotional states but which make little reference to any characters at all. Are these hard to plow through? Oh yeah. On the other hand, Pynchon also throws some wild parties, filled with slap-stick drama, hair’s breadth escapes and trenchant dialog. Gravity’s Rainbow, especially, just explodes with voices.

In some novels it makes sense to speak of character development, to think about how a character’s complexity is revealed as the story progresses. The main protagonist in Gravity’s Rainbow, the person we are most likely to identify with, is Tyrone Slothrop. We hear a lot about him and we spend a lot of time seeing things from his point of view. We can’t help hoping that somehow things will come out well for him. But alas! Gravity’s Rainbow is actually a 760-page exegesis of how it is that Tyrone comes to be less and less present, less and less real. Tyrone gradually becomes a nebulous mist and fades away. Some readers might find that frustrating at first. I know I did. But then I came to understand it. Becoming less and less real is all any of us do, really. It’s kind of tragic, but also it’s hilarious.

I don’t often remember particular lines or passages from the books I read. But from Gravity’s Rainbow there are two things that have stayed with me from the very first reading. The first one is this:

Personal density is directly proportional to temporal bandwidth.

I take this to mean that the more you remember your past and the more you foresee of your future, the more substantial you are. We hear a lot about learning to live in the now, that all the rest is illusion and distraction. The suggestion is that living in the now is the pure essence of being. Pynchon reminds us, though, that purity is transparent. If you achieve it, there’s really no you there anymore. (Nothing to see here, folks, just move along.)

And then there’s this, which has been one of my prime operating principles ever since I first read it all those years ago:

Q: Then what about all the others? Boston? London? The ones who live in cities. Are those people real, or what?

A: Some are real, and some aren’t.

Q: Well are the real ones necessary? or unnecessary?

A: It depends on what you have in mind.

Q: Shit, I don’t have anything in mind.

A: We do.

One reason I like this is that I’m pretty sure I don’t ultimately have anything in mind. In one sense, that’s my trouble.